That is my new theme song...that and the song they sang the other night on Glee ("They say the road ain't nowhere to start a family...)
So, if you haven't guessed Kev is going back on the road. Let me hide my bitter resentment. Today is Thursday. He will leave Saturday for PA. *SIGH* I honestly didn't think I was going to have to go through this again. And, more importantly, I'm not sure I CAN go through this again. How in the world am I going to handle a full time 40+ hour a week job while taking care of the three girls all by myself?? I'm terrified. I am terrified that I will fail my girls, that it will get to be so much that I won't be able to emotionally and/or physically handle it.
I must say my friends have been wonderful!! People keep telling me, "If anyone can do it you can..." And I appreciate that support, I really do. That doesn't make me any less apprehensive, though. Apprehensive and sad. I will wake up every morning and I will do my best...I will dig deep and find that inner strength...And I will probably eat a LOT of chocolate!!!
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I love you, and you CAN do it...or you can cancel your lease, call that job and move back here!! I'm only husbandless 70% of the time, but we can commiserate together.
Hang in there, gal, you can do it - and YES, chocolate is an approved item during times like this - LOTS of chocolate!
Cindy
Where's he going?
I wish I could help. You guys could just move out here and your ladies couldcome hang out with Vic and I... in my DREAMS. xox
It'll be ok. You're a grown up and a lot more capable of everything than you probably think. You're a mommy of three. You could fly if you knew which muscles to flex. ;)
Thank you all for the support!! I get tears in my eyes when I read such kind comments from such wonderful friends
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