My Baby is Growing Up!

Ellie and I went school shopping this past weekend....for her...for Ellie...for my baby. I can't believe it! I thought I was going to break down in tears right there in the store. Honestly I cannot find words to explain how I am feeling about this whole new stage in her life. I am thrilled that she will be able to go and play with other kids a couple days a week. I am excited to see the changes in her as she grows and learns new things...But I am also scared to death for her! I didn't have the best (early) school years in terms of having a lot of friends. In fact, this didn't really change for me until around middle school...I don't want it to be like that for her. She is such a wonderful little girl and all I want is to wrap her up in my arms and keep her safe forever. Now, I know this isn't possible...or healthy...but sometimes the feeling just overwhelms me! I know in my heart that I will do what moms have done for ages now...I will let her go, free her a little by little to grow up and become her own person. I will hold her hand, wipe her tears, and then send her on her way...